Writing... at 35,000 feet in the air

How’s everything? 

That is the first question I would ask to my girlfriend if we have issues and things didn’t go well. It is like an ice-breaking session to start fresh, calm and being rationalise. I probably assume too much that I know how a relationship works but little did I know each relationship is different and unique. Our character defined our individuality. 

It has been a great journey so far since December 2015. This is the real relationship where emotions, efforts, and etc are put into a test. I haven’t been in a relationship for many years since middle school. She was too. I couldn’t agree if we both assume a lot of things about each other. As if we already know the person after 5 years. The truth is... People are evolving and so we are. For example, I know she likes coffee but who knows she dislike today and forever. Things could have changed, right? 

I’m grateful that we stand strong together through ups and downs. There are time when we were so high loving each other and hates each other so much. People says Love is crazy. Indeed. Time, effort and feelings are all work together but.. we learn to compromise. Compromise on many things to make sure we are working towards common goals. 

I know myself is not a romantic type of boyfriend. Probably hopeless but not clueless. She knows I’m that hopeless but I know we are progressing very well. 

Let’s hope for a better day :)

What's on your mind?

Everything. 

I didn't realise that we are already in the second half of the year where everybody is busy to be on track again. I don't know what I have achieved in the first half of the year. Work is as usual, BUSY. 

Well... we are living at the tough time at the moment due to low oil price but this too shall pass. We already seen this in the past...history keeps repeating, arent they?

The only thing that motivates me to look forward is to travel somewhere new. I'm not a wanderlust nor  homebody. I'm in a middle, just about right to control my desire to travel. 

Let's see what I can do with the remaining half. Cheers! :)

Do you live your life?

Question is... do you live your life?

I have seen a lot of things happened so far. I lost quite a number of family members and good friends. Some of them quite young...

We have heard of this phrase... live life to the fullest but do you really live it? To be honest, i don't really live life to the fullest... yet. But i am grateful for what life has given to me so far.

For some, life is very limited...
For some, life is adequate...
For some, life is miserable...
For some, life is awesome...
For some, they don't even get the chance to taste what life is.

If you have the chance to live your life, live it to the fullest without regrets.

Life only comes once :)

A good performance?

Today our company's performance factor is out and i couldn't  agree more of the outcome.  My first thought.. it will be much lower than last year but it turned out just a slight decimals change.

Company's performance is everyone businesses but what about your own performance? You are on your own. I have been in my lowest performance for the year ending 2013. Who would have thought that when you have performed constantly for the past 4 years and suddenly your performance dropped. BAM! What happened? I've questioned myself too. Then i don't really give a fuck about it after a week my boss told about it.

2014 proved to be one of the challenging  year and guess what my boss gave me for my appraisal? A good performance report. The highest after all these years. So... what happened? I've no idea.

Politics? Hmmm.... maybe? Nevermind. As long as i receive my paycheck and an increase in my salary. That's all what matters. Right?

God, thank you for this beautiful life and I'm grateful. 

P/s: even if your are rich or you owned things that many people can't  buy or have it... im sorry. Open your eyes. Many people don't  realize the most precious and expensive are our parents, friends and your health that money can't buy. Be grateful!

Sleep

I cannot sleep. I think my mind still active. Too much to do at work today. There is no awesome way than listening to Coldplay songs while driving.

I should sleep now. Yes, right now. Really? Nowadays sleeping for 4-5 hours seem normal for me. I don't know why. I would wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning and couldn't sleep again. I hate that.

Movember is here and every guy want to become wak doyok. Err?
You don't need to wait for November to grow your moustache/ side burnt. You can do it anytime.

I should sleep.

Sunday and raining...

So here I am... blogging from my s4 (yes, my phone) and on bed. I prefer not to move around. So lazy. But it will not be too long coz I know myself of being boring doing nothing productive especially during weekends.

I bought a new speakers for my room so I can dance and sing crazily like a mad cow. I use my tablet as an online radio device and listening to capital london. I miss the good old days when Capital FM still broadcast here.

Can't realize that we are reaching the end of February. I saw a friend posted in our WhatsApp group with a chinese calendar having 30th February. I was like... okayyyyy! We have 2 extra days in 2014! Hahahaha

I miss you. I miss you not. I miss you. I miss you not. God.. please guide me. I'm learning to love again...