Geography, Biology and Maths...

Those 3 subjects were killing me when I was in 6th form. Why am I bringing this topic? Coz… yesterday I went to the former school to visit my biology teacher who is leaving for good next week. So I take the chance to visit her for the last time.

Fir, Irene, Mar and I went there in one car coz we missed earlier invitation on Friday. She… didn’t recognize me at first met. She does remember my friends’ name but not me! Haih! HAHAHA. She keeps silent for awhile and trying hard to remember who I am. Then she said “ah… you are the skinny boy in the class and always bend your head down and write something on the desk.” HAHAHAHAHAHA. She continued. “You have changed a lot.” Seriously… I AM CHANGED! It’s obvious. Look at my face! Chubby but still cute! HAHAHAHA.

Some of our juniors also came that morning and we sit together. Reminiscing the good old days. I realized one thing about her… she still funny until today! Glad to meet her again after 4 years =)
We entered to our biology lab… everything seems in its place. I feel like a student once again. I grab the stool and sit where I supposed to be sitting 7 years ago. I remember everyone sitting too! Mcm baru kemarin saja rasanya tinggalkan skulah atu. Awww! I really miss it! Biology is the best! =)

Thanks for everything teacher Laly Anto! =)

Then… I took the chance to visit my geography teacher. Teacher Rohana. She is one of my favourite teachers all the time. I went to her staff but she was not there. I wait for her in front of the door. One lady came out from another room. She walked straight towards me. I stopped her.

Me: “teacher… kenal masih?”

Teacher Rohana: “sapa ni ah… mcm kenal jua.. mcm inda jua.”

Me: “aku wah teacher… Eddie.”

Teacher Rohana: “astah! Ehh dulu kau damit jua. Randah lagi. Ani tinggi sudah. Macam mimpi.”

HAHAHAHA. I didn’t know aku dlu randah... then we chat for awhile....

...until she ended with this “You are one of my favourite. Sambung saja lagi blajar.” Yes teacher. I will. But not in this couple of years. I will aim for it. =)

I set my goals ever since she cried when looking at our results...

That tears... I still remember it.

That tears... help me to stand where I am today.

Thanks for everything teacher Rohana! You are the best! =)


P/s: I don't mention maths in this post. why? Coz I hate maths! HAHAHA

Perbezaan Antara Cinta, Sayang, Suka dan Minat

Cinta
kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik kita. Segala apa yang kita buat, kalau boleh nak dia tahu.. dan kita seboleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya.

Sayang
kita memerlukan dia di masa kita mahukan seseorang untuk berkongsi rahsia dan kisah duka kita. selalunya kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah kita.

Suka
kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. dia happy-go-lucky. bila bersama dengan dia, kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. tapi, kita taklah rindu giller kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu...

Minat
apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik kita untuk mendekatinya.

Di ambil dari blog ini (http://red-gaara-desert.blogspot.com/)


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Memang... aku kadang-kadang juga keliru... tapi bila baca jer apa yang ditulis kat atas tuu... ada juga betulnya. Kita manusia... memang selalu main dengan perasaan ini... lumrah...

Masuk tahun ini... dah 5 tahun aku hidup single... SINGLE? duhhh... masih tak nampak? SINGLE. Aku pun tak tahu lagi kalau korang tak nampak. Dah sah lah mata korang semua mesti pakai kaca mata nobita. Dan... hidup single ini.... dah best lah bagi aku! Aku bukan tak mau couple2 ini... cuma... malas je~ hahahaha. bukan nak jual mahal... tapi memang mahal lah juga saya! HAHA. EGO. Saya tak akan ckp kat dia yg saya gila2 kan dia. TAK. Biar dia yg tergila2 kan kat aku. Biar dia sendiri yg ckp yg dia sayang dan cintakan saya. KENAPA BEGITU? MEMANG ITU YANG AKU MAU.

Atau mungkin.... aku yang pemilih? atau mungkin aku yang takut utk bercinta lagi? atau aku takut menyakiti dia? atau aku selalu berangappan yang dia sudah berpunya? atau dia tak mungkin akan cinta dan sayang kat aku? atau aku takut yang aku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan? Ah lantak lah!

Ini... mungkin curhat? apa engkau tahu tentang curhat? curahan hati?

Aku boleh jerr tackle mana2 gadis lawa, cute, control ayu.. yang kat THE MALL~~ senang jerr~~ aku boleh beri jaminan yg aku dapat miliki nombor telephone dia kurang dari 5 minit. DAH TERBUKTI DAHHH!!! dan??? dan aku biarkn begitu... :)

Mungkin...

Mungkin aku...

Mungkin aku belum lagi...

Mungkin aku belum lagi bertemu dengan...

. . .dia?

Macam-macam ada...

Macam-macam ada... This is our main title for 3 of my ITBian gengs! The thread started since December 2008 and continues till to date. It will takes forever for it to load all the messages... the purpose is to share what MAJOR event happens to each one of us. Not that we cannot do it wall-to-wall but the conversation has its limit and exposure. Eseh! I bet some of us also do like that ;)

Hmm.. my good old friend.. dodoi... passed away last week when i was deep in my sleep. I visited him last 2 months when he undergone his last operation... he was in coma since then. I stand next to his bed, looking at him. I couldn’t speak any words... he was so thin and weak... the only sound that i heard was.. his breathing via pumping machine. Pain. So much pain. “Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul”. Atu saja yang ku dapat cakapkan... He passed away on 13th June... and his b’day just few days after that... 16th june... Died at the age of 24... God bless you my friend.

“enjoy life now, while you can, because it’s short and you never know when your last day will come. Live every day like it’s your last.”

I am living that life now. Enjoy each moment with family and friends... At least I have achieved some of my goals in life and die peacefully. That’s it.

World cup is sucks. Lol. Banar. Team yang kuat-kuat kalah saja. Boring! The only team yg consistent is Argentina. I will not surprise if this team will win the cup! Messi! Messi!

Smart eh?

Okay… I know I can be random at times but at this right moment.. I’m thinking to dress like this!!! LOL.


I mean it. All this time around, I only wear casual to work. I will be looking like a new guy on the block if I really want to dress like this, YES? MESTI BOSS SAYA PIKIR SAYA SUDAH NAIK PANGKAT!! HAHAHAHA. Nada wa… I just want to try dress smart lagi. LOL. PELIK? BIAR TIA WA~~ SAYA PUNYA SUKA LAH! HAHAHA

Anyway… I like this video. Banar. Ini perempuan ah.. bila saya lihat saja.. bisa buat saya terpukau. I can’t take my eyes away from the screen. Not even millisecond. KIOT BRABIS!!!!



I haven’t replied my friend’s event at FB. They are planning to go for ping pong and steamboat this Saturday… event will start at 3.30pm until midnight…. I don’t know if I can go. Really. I don’t know. It’s weekend. Anything can happen! Pasalnya…. Entah lah! Susah saya mau explain.

I can’t wait for my holidays!! Hmmph!!

hello...

hello...

life is about freedom.

i have a good wednesday life. a slow life but stable. i thank you god for giving a good health and prosperity. i cherish every second with joy. i seldom or never show my sadness. i just hate to show it. lol.

i saw this one lady at cb last week.. she was sitting next to our table. i looked at her and she smiling at me. seriously...she smiled at me! i smiled back. lol. that was like 2-3 seconds. oh, i can't forget that smile. hahaha.

i like the new opera browser for my HD2. so damn great! so fast. so so like it!! i can play flash again. lol. yg penting siok lahhhhh! boo hooo!

saya soka soya bean! ;p

June!

Welcome JUNE 2010!!!!

Happy b'day to Irene! :) I remember you brought chocolate for us during BIOLOGY. Lol. That was 5/6 years? Lol. We were still cute and innocent that time *im still cute and innocent! HAHAHAHA*

So... how’s life? Life? Erm... life is good. So so. The most important thing is that I can blend my time between works and family. Family is my top priority. Sometimes I wonder if I have been a good son to my parent, a good brother to my siblings, a good friend to chill with... I wonder. Sorry if I’m not fallen into any of those criteria. I try to be good to anyone... but you can’t please anyone =)

I like train! I mean.. the song. TRAIN – HEY SOUL SISTER. I can sing crazily over and over again if I ever heard this song played on the radio or anywhere. I just can’t stop singing it. Err... and... i like justin bieber too. Okay. I know what you are thinking. He can sing better than you =) I only like his (baby and eenie Minnie) songs. Oh wait! I’m thinking to sing! YES YOU READ IT! I’M SINGING! LOL. I will be the all time loser. HAHAHAHAHA. Whatever~~ :p

I’m bringing the whole family to Philippines next month. Early july. The last time i went there was in 1993. That is a freaking 17 years!!! Surely I’m a total stranger. Alien. I only want to see them. Grandparent, uncles, aunties, cousins. They all! At least i know how they look like. BUT I THINK I ONLY LIKE SHOPPING!!! HAHAHAHA. Okay. That’s funny :p

Another day.. another story~